merepek lagi...

~ People say your world is full of colors when u’re happy ~

Esok hari merdeka. Malaysia merdeka, dah 48 tahun kita merdeka. Tapi merdekakah kita.. chewahh!!

I pop the question back to me; I also don’t have the answer. Between daily life, works, kacchingg problems, never have enuff time to do stuff I like, hmm.. tak merdeka la tu kot kira.

Since 5pm yesterday waiting for the final copy of scoping report from ITD for review before sign off. Till now, takde gak.. Boss keeps calling, asking me to chase those guys. Sat lagilah, kalau call byk kali, nanti kena carut sedey lak.. tak merdeka tul lah..

The office secretary just handed me my pay slip. Tear open, smile.. good.. claim bulan July dah masuk! Syukur al-hamdulillah.. baru berangan nak beli jeans baru, then teringat all those bills I need to pay. Daanngg!! Tak merdeka tul lah..

Yet, my world is still full of colors.

Pagi td masa nak amik tiket kat tol Rawang, I smiled to the toll girl, and say thanks, as always. But she just looked at me with those “apahalminahni,gilakehapa” face.

Lately, I always find myself smiling for no reason, especially while driving. Kadang, sendiri pun tak sedar tgh senyum sorang2 mcm kambing, sekali pandang kete sebelah, diorang pun buat muka sama ngan minah tol tu..!! I myself had wonder why… sebab Mawi’s record is playing on the radio kot..?! ahahhahh.. yeah, rite..!

Kacchinngg mmg kurang, buy new jeans almost impossible. Job is sucks, have not enuff time to do things I like, and I can list thousand of stuff to go on about. But then troubles won’t go if you don’t hush them away. I’ll find a way around all that. Allah will not help those who don’t want to help themselves rite? Barulah boley merdeka.. barulah World!!