appleofmyeyes

missing my niece... urghhh!!! bila la nafha nak balik umah ucu lagi..??????

a**

*sigh*... bored with my job. been working on the same thing over n over again. when i tried to tell my boss smething is wrong, he said no, it is correct. lets proceed, end of the day; emails flying around blaming each other. hmm.. i thought wrong on my school days is over, it just started.. *sigh*...

i told someone to stop from being an ass yesterday, via an email, which was cced to the whole reunion committee. did i regret it? nahh.. he is a big headed jerk. funny thing is, as i surfed my friends' blogs today, i found lots of entries related to the thing called ass, or should i say related to yesterday's episode? a friend even ask ppl back what should u do if ppl called you ass? hmm.. if it's me, sure enuff i'll fight back n show them how much of ass can i be!! hahaha... ppl won't call u ass rite on yer face if you're not one. thy should question thyself why did there's a soul that have the courage (or is it bcoz the adrenalin was pumping?) to tell thy to stop from being an ass.

as a result from yesterday's ass episode, that someone walked out from the committee. did i regret that? a bit actually; though i know he'll be the black sheep of the family if he stays (hey, we do need that to be the blame factor rite? ;p). a friend even wonder if the rage was already there, waiting to explode. to that, i answer yes. i've actually wished that someday i can tell that someone to shut up n just stop from hurting other ppl. oh, well i did, and glad i can get it out from the system.

oh yeah, before i end this entry. when i say ass, i mean the one with 4 legs, not the one located down under... ;p

fortykindofhatred

urghh!! bengang ngan sekor mamat dlm committee yg jengkel sangat!!! stop being an ass will ya'!! damn betul!! my morning started nicely, woke up without having to push the snooze button, traffic was ok, Hitz.fm played the best gotcha calls that made me laugh all the way to work, got good parking lot, not late for work, had good breakfast, then it hit me - emails from the committee members; discussing on communication medium. tp bukan ni yg buat jengkel. jengkel bila satu mamat nih dok nak guna website dia + tunjuk sgt dia degil!! it was like all ideas are lame except his! urghh!! wish one day i can tell him to stop being an ass to his face!! not enuff with that he started a forum on Web vs. Email?! ohh.. come on! lets not open any window to argument will ya'! tak tau la apa yg dia nak buktikan kat org..

oh, btw, i tried to reply to that forum, guess what? error message displayed, and i can't even open that site without clearing the cookies..!!!

firm

There’s so many things scampering in my mind, yet I still dunno how to put it in words... The company is having a treasure hunt trip to Penang this September, not interested to go, but ppl keep buggering me to go. Can’t decide, at the other side, I’ve planned to go to a holiday with my high school frenz; an unconfirmed plan, but if it do happen, it’ll be an awesome one for sure!! On the other side, a treasure hunt trip with colleagues, some I know, and some not. Will it be fun..? Hmm... it might, and vice versa.. I do need a holiday. But, come to think of it, I will only be here till early October; will have a long holiday after that anyway. Urghh!! Wish I am more firm on everything!!

working saturday

working saturday... urghhh!!!!!!! to make it even worse, it's a cold saturday, result of "wholeniteraining" last nite.. and to make it even more worst.. i have to go to Cyberjaya for a scoping session with the developer, and to make it even worse than worst (is there any such word for worse than worst..?) the session was not meant for me, but my boss (who really like to dip his fingers in everybody's territory) insists to go... urghh!! who ever invented working saturday in the first place!! curse that person!!!

my idea of a perfect saturday morning...

work life.. sucks..?!

Lame... lame day… I wish I’m at home rite now. Enjoying Haunted by Kelley Armstrong on my bed, with a cup of Palas Tea on the bedside table. *…sigh…*. My contract has been extended for the next three months. Three months to clear whatever left to be done, and to start the hand over process. At this point o’ time, I don’t have any intention to stay longer in this department.
Why? Because of the pay? Nahh... I’m being paid more than I should earn actually... it’s not that much, but for the work I did, it is a lot. Not that I’m not thankful to Allah or what, but I can’t find passion in this job. I didn’t wake up in the morning, feeling zealous to go to work. There were even numerous times I dragged myself to work. The only time I enjoyed for the whole day was to be behind the wheels (still waiting for that car to evolve into Volvo XC90), and lunch time. Others; are considered as torture.
Once in a while I’ll refreshed myself by going away on holidays, plant new seed towards work life inside myself. To be a better worker to have a higher level of motivation. Did the seed ever grow fruitfully? Nahh… the seed don’t even get to grow out of the soil... killed by apes who came to work just to “goyang their telur”!!! taking name from somebody else’s efforts, kissing boss’s ass the whole day, take ciggie breaksssssssssss… you name it.. By end of the month they are being paid as much as I am, and some even more… *…sigh…*.
Daanngg.. I really gotta get out from this place! It’s killin me & my conscience day after day…
so, why did i stayed for the whole time?
the reasons i stayed... having dinner parties after work...









oversea trip...









free satellite tv services... dental & medical covered... hmm.. guess, one day, all this must come to an end... one day.. when i'm ready to let go..

money tree

At this exact moment; my job life sucks big time!! I’m stuck in the middle of having a job and not. My contract will ends this Sunday, and still the head of HR dun wanna sign my new contract. F^%k!! Wish money do grows on tree!!

the reunion dinner diary

1st July, Friday morning; I woke early, too early to go to Cyberview Lodge for a scoping session with the developers. I woke up in high spirits, thrilled, for there’s only a day more for the grand reunion dinner with my high school mates!
1st July, Friday evening; the ladies arrived at my home for the sleep over, to complete whatever preparation left afore the reunion dinner.
2nd July, Saturday morning; woke up early. The ladies were still in their deep sleep. Woke up with the feeling of overjoyed for the dinner function is tonite!! Chatted with my mom before she goes to work.
2nd July, Saturday afternoon; the ladies & I prepared ourselves for the dinner function. Need to go to Putrajaya early to avoid the traffic, since AF3 concert will also be held in Putrajaya. Mom came home from work. Smiled when she saw us running all around to do make-up, and searching for the right outfit to wear. She smiled for everybody has changed; we once were girls in her eyes, now evolved to ladies. The baggy jeans and t-shirts have changed to skirts and blouses. We once went out from the house with only skin colored lipstick, now left the house with beautiful colors on the face.
2nd July, Saturday evening; reached Putrajaya Botanical Garden around 6.45pm. Stuck in traffic for more than 2 hrs, only because of the constructions work by the road side (%^#$%#!!). At about 7.30pm, half of the bunch has registered for the function. Fees paid, doorgifts were given, hugs and handshakes, and the whole thing we do after not meeting for quite a long period. At about 8.15pm, the karaoke machine started booming. Everyone is a star... hahahha!! That nite I met lots of people; long lost buddies, ex best friend, table (or should I call it desk..?) partners, dorm mates, old flames who came with his sweet pregnant wife, ex boyfriend(who came alone and has been invincible the whole nite!! Ahahhahaah!!!), and current fling…! Hehehe ;p! Hugs were changed, hands were shake, name cards were distributed, news updates, eyes wandered to the cutest guys/ladies, the ladies whispered and giggled… the whole package... Food was nice, ambiance was awesome, the crowd was way too cool, and the nite was funfunfun!!!
2nd July, Saturday nite; at 10.30pm, we start counting the fee money that we collected. Moment of truth, we don’t have enuff RMRM since there are about 18 ppl didn’t showed up after they confirmed their attendance. Announcement made, to my surprise everybody had willingly chipped in their money to cover the lost.. I was touched.. really touched. Thanks for the support ladies & gents!!!
2nd July, after party; we got out from the restaurant at about 11.15pm. The guys asked the ladies to go for a drink, I asked, where to? El Niño.. sorry guys, have to passed on this one, my golden years is way over.. ;). Out from the garden, drove really fast around Putrajaya… phone rang, another bunch of mates ask to go for a drink in Syed, Bangsar. This time I said OK. With Aida & Fiza, in the car, and Nong & Kelly in the other car, we went to Bangsar to meet the whole gang. We chatted, old funny (cum embarrassing) school days stories, current updates on everybody, love life (ahahha!!!). Best bit; when the “fling” joined the after party… hehehhehhohohoh….
3rd July, 345am; Smiled all the way home… sleepy, but happy..
3rd July, Sunday morning; woke up, feeling empty for the dinner function we’ve planned for a month came, and goes. it went, but left us with lots o’ happy memories!! To the whole committee, thanks and congrates for we had done a really good job. To the whole SEMESTA9397 bunch, thanks for the supports!!! Looking forward for 2006 Island Trip…!!!